vesak day;

sad;

Merry X’mas;

holdon;

blow me away.

brain drain;

wonder;

time and again;

colour;

reading;

i miss.

the constant;

truth.

life, death: the in between.

dare;hope

so; what’s your secret?

nihilism

my truest feelings.

irrational fears

rationalism

 

freedom from who, from where and why

how are you?

it is a year, since it was a year, a terrible year, but you told me you were happy, and maybe that will make everything be okay, maybe it won’t, but it is a good thing to think. there were more downs than ups at that time, but those ups are all that make me smile everytime i think about the past.

just because i don’t talk about it, don’t tell you about it, doesn’t mean i don’t miss you, and i hate it when you laugh at the few times you hear me say that i do, because, its been hard to pretend like everything’s alright.

here’s to another year.