freedom from who, from where and why

 

Quick Updates

• no idea where my card reader is : will take a while for pictures to be uploaded on facebook (because i owe a zillion uploads)
• my inbox (handphone) space is running out so at times i’ll get like 5 sms-es in a row and i keep deleteing to get the new incoming and it results in me either replying VERY LATE (cos i forgot to reply and rmber it like much later) or someitmes i totally forget  toreply
• Aaromale is awesome.
• Considering Tamil is supposedly closer to Malayalam, I actually can kind of make out what someone is saying in Telegu and think that Malayalam is Greek. Neku, Naaku, NoKku.
• People should ATTEMPT to say my name first instead of going, eh, wow, got short form? ; without even trying to say it. Its not as if my name is in an Afrikaan language and goes !Ma!y! (think !Kung bushmen) – nobody needs to ‘click’ their tongues!
• i owe a library book its been about 4 weeks alreayd, the thing is i can’t find the book .. and OH SHUCKS i just saw it as i’m typing this now, its been in front of my table for like forever i think it just blended it with the mess
• I STILL haven’t called OCBC … I have to remember!!!!!!!!!!

 

hahaha!

did u read about the cyclist traveller who lost his bicycle on orchard road?

its really not funny ok. he went to sichuan and duno where and never lose bicycle in orchard road .. lost! poor guy i would be DAMN sad la. and i’m sure he’s like damn devastated. but good for the media, maybe some bicycle shop people will be sponsoring a new bike, but there’s nothing that can replace something that’s been with you for so long right??

i’m so tired of drinking milk, its been a while since my mother made me any milo, its been milk for like.. since like 2nd week jan? thats only like 2 weeks. BUT I AM SO TIRED OF DRINKING MILK. and i have like a sore throat now, itchy also nvm but so dry and painful and you know the usual sore throat feeling, not anything exclusive to me haha. maybe she should give me chocolate milk. i wonder if it will be significantly less healthier. hahaha. 

i have haha-ed more in this entry than i usually do. this is mighty strenj.

 

hmm?

Just two weeks ago…
what?
oh!
mmm….

I think i need to get piss drunk. But i don’t even drink. SHIT.

 

how are you?

it is a year, since it was a year, a terrible year, but you told me you were happy, and maybe that will make everything be okay, maybe it won’t, but it is a good thing to think. there were more downs than ups at that time, but those ups are all that make me smile everytime i think about the past.

just because i don’t talk about it, don’t tell you about it, doesn’t mean i don’t miss you, and i hate it when you laugh at the few times you hear me say that i do, because, its been hard to pretend like everything’s alright.

here’s to another year.

 

attention

so considering the fact that i love to read. my attention span is very short. hence it explains why i don’t like large big fat books because i probably wouldn’t finish it.

so now i’m reading “Mister God, This is Anna” by Fynn which is an interesting book except that Anna is very, you know, mathematically inclined, like her friend Fynn, and my brain sometimes stops working at half the things that are written (basically Anna’s logical explanations for things) because I realise that I really am incapable of thinking so far. It gives me a headache. Of course I will flip back and re-read again. At any rate, I’m glad I’m going to finish that book, because I’ve not picked up a book in a long time, a month plus?

I think … I’m going to teach my grandmother Sudoku. I hate numbers but, I think she might just get the hang of it. Of course, she can’t really read or write, but I think she can figure out numbers. I’m always just in my room asleep or online, so I feel a bit bad. Plus once I start working I’ll be spending even less time with her.

As retarded as it sounds. I’m thinking .. just thinking .. of buying … a … RABBIT!!!!!!! Because I feel remarkably lonely. But I will let it wither and die soon. So .. maybe not. I’ll just make do with the couple of soft toys (animals) on my bed.

So anyway the rabbit plan has just been shoved into the drain already. I don’t even, really, like rabbits. HAHAH. I don’t hate them. They are quite cute. I remember Kavee and his rabbit :) But that was such a long time ago.

I wish tomorrow wasn’t a saturday, so that I could be all alone, but not only is it a saturday, but a ‘meet the family’ saturday.

It won’t change the fact that tomorrow, well, its a never-to-forget date.